These unspoken invisible rules in the US I am still not use to…. I find it so hard after 13 years working at including myself into a brand new culture, and language, to hear someone say. “ Hey I ll come over and help you fix the floor in your kitchen” or let s go [...]
You, all powerful, all loving. You all say. Do you even hear me when I tell you that you have completely forgotten about me and a hand full of us here on planet illusion where we forget who we truly are. You have abandoned us. Remember that day I kneeled down next to my older [...]
I was done. Done with enduring the hurt from punishment and isolation. It was following me everywhere. I could not ignore nor avoid it like my brother was able to. It hunted me. It had become a shadow I could see standing behind me with a knife. That day was an one of those days [...]
She, who ever she is, if she is giving me zero loving energy, ghosting me after she read the message, not responding. You scare ppl away by looking at there wrong doing. In seeing the worse in everyone and arguing about it in the privacy of your own head, intoxicating your heart, suffocating the awareness [...]