These last days have been hard as I am waiting ever so patiently for my aunt to call me and let me know about my mother's final tests results after ending her last chemo therapy treatment two weeks ago. My aunt isn't calling me back and yes her excuse for not calling me back is [...]
If it s not love..... It s a program... The programing, (the fear, the frustration, the anxiety, the hurt, all the feelings, the enemie Jesus talks about, the wounded child, the addict in self destruction or being it's perfect recovery self, the good guy the bad guy, the happy all the time peace and love [...]
At the end of us it feels like we are parting going our separate ways never to be with one another again. At the end of us our hearts are broken, a cloud of hatred is floting between us. A part of me detaches from me and remains bitter pushing anger where it can be [...]
My 17 years old had convinced herself then manipulated everyone close by to accept and go along with what she has convinced herself about. I am all grown up now, I am 17 moving on to 18, I do what I want, when I want, and there is not damn thing anybody can do to [...]
Is it almost normal to love you and to have a relationship with you at a distance away from feeling anything just like it was with my mother and my sister? We have not spoken for 3 months and tomorrow the court will end this healing silence between you and I. Healing for me perhaps, [...]
Can I come home? I am hearing you really want to come home? Yes I do. And when can I? What is the rush? I just really want to come home mom please can I come home? I am hearing you, I hear you saying that you really want to come home. You probably really [...]
A year ago my now 17 years old daughter brought me a plate of information that contributed to the birth of this new baby, a peace of me a part of you. 9 traits categorized her into what the mental health world calls a Borderline personality disorder. When a lot of you may say [...]
