Seule

By |2020-07-06T19:56:59+00:00February 27th, 2020|Uncategorized|

Ce mistère dans ma vie qui jusqu'a présent a été le plus loyal s'ecrit pleinement en quatre lettres, vide. Vide et solitude m'ont bercé á un si tendre age, et m'ont vu faire mes premiers pats et les ont suivit tout le long de ma vie.  Je me dis parfois pourquoi devrais je me sentir [...]

I know you as if I had made you….

By |2020-07-06T19:56:59+00:00February 11th, 2020|Uncategorized|

Je te connais comme si je t'avais faite. I know you as if I had made you. These exact full of arrogance and heavy words delivered from my dad's pride and  self centeredness, through his mouth to my ears, the effect they had on me, had to be a reaction that communicated quietly to my [...]

Is there such thing as controlled rage?

By |2020-07-06T19:56:59+00:00February 4th, 2020|Uncategorized|

Parents who have had no or very little support and care with emotional higiene by their own parents and care givers when growing up, have a strong  tendency to fear and resist their own as well as children's emotions. I can talk from my own experience as I can clearly see that  before I became [...]

Not ready to function as an adult

By |2020-07-06T19:57:00+00:00October 22nd, 2019|Uncategorized|

My 17 years old had convinced herself then manipulated everyone close by to accept and go along with what she has convinced herself about. I am all grown up now,  I am 17 moving on to 18, I do what I want, when I want, and there is not damn thing anybody can do to [...]

Silence speaks and heals and sometime breaks

By |2020-07-06T19:57:00+00:00October 1st, 2019|Uncategorized|

Is it almost normal to love you and to have a relationship with you at a distance away from feeling anything just like it was with my mother and my sister? We have not spoken for 3 months and tomorrow the court will end this healing silence between you and I. Healing for me perhaps, [...]

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