I know you as if I had made you….
Je te connais comme si je t'avais faite. I know you as if I had made you. These exact full of arrogance and heavy words delivered from my dad's pride and self centeredness, through his mouth to my ears, the effect they had on me, had to be a reaction that communicated quietly to my [...]
Is there such thing as controlled rage?
Parents who have had no or very little support and care with emotional higiene by their own parents and care givers when growing up, have a strong tendency to fear and resist their own as well as children's emotions. I can talk from my own experience as I can clearly see that before I became [...]
Honesty
Here is a very common and popular pattern I was accustomed to for so long and also blind about and that I have used for quite a long time unconsciously with my closest relationships. My daughter or my husband have a little habit to press that one spots in my mind labeled as "please react" [...]
Not ready to function as an adult
My 17 years old had convinced herself then manipulated everyone close by to accept and go along with what she has convinced herself about. I am all grown up now, I am 17 moving on to 18, I do what I want, when I want, and there is not damn thing anybody can do to [...]
Silence speaks and heals and sometime breaks
Is it almost normal to love you and to have a relationship with you at a distance away from feeling anything just like it was with my mother and my sister? We have not spoken for 3 months and tomorrow the court will end this healing silence between you and I. Healing for me perhaps, [...]